POLETNA ROMANCA
46.del

"we have to do something. I can't live like that!"
"we can't do nothing"
"yes we can! I'm sure there is something we can do!"
"just leave it"
pozrla sem vse besede, ki sem jih namerala recti. nisem se hotela prepirati z njim, vendar je to bilo ne mogoce. kako naj zivim tako, da vsak dan po TV-ju o meni govorijo lazi. in najhujse je, da ljudje tem lazem verjamejo.

Justin je spet imel intervju za oddajo. tokrat je oddaja potekala v zivo, zato sem ostala doma in jo gledala po TV. odgovarjal je na razna vprasanja, ko ga je novinarka vprasala kaj meni o vseh teh slabih novicah in odgovoril je:
"this is my life. bad news are always here and sometimes they are not all lies. sometimes some of them are real"
cakaj. kaj? ne. tega ni rekel. ali je z tem mislil, da ga varam? ali je z tem hotel povedati, da je to res? ne, tega ni storil. ni mogel. bila sem sokirana. kako je lahko to naredil.

2 uri kasneje je prisel domov. bil je nasmejan.
"hello" je rekel
"are you serious? was that necesary? why did you say that? do you think I'm cheating on you?"
"what? Neisha no.."
"then why did you say that about bad news? now it looks like I'm cheating on you, thank you!"
"Neisha, I didn't want to.."
"but you did! I can't believe it"
rekel ni vec nic. molk pove vse. bila sem sokirana. zadrzevala sem se, da nebi zacela jokati. odsel je v sobo in se zaklenil, jaz pa sem se vlegla na kavc.

"Neisha, we need to talk" je cez nekaj casa rekel. vsedla sem in mu prisnuhnila.
"I think we need a break"